Friday, February 15, 2013

Another night of ...

As I sit here yet again drinking away all that is contained in my head I can't help but wonder what the rest of the world's population is doing. 

Yesterday was Valentines day. As I was going to get my wife a token of my love I found my self commenting to my  self in the car about how many people are probably going to have nights of passion. The idea behind it wasn't do to the actual fact of having passion but more to the affect of having something in your life that would break the monotony of my every day to day.  If there was some possible passion that would happen from my megar effort chances are it would end with me being once again dissatisfied with the experience.

What else can I say?  I suppose I could say this event has caused me to worry about my own behaviour.  Funny thing about that is that I am fully aware of my behaviour and that I desperately want to change said behavior but as of yet and not sure how to accomplish such a feat.

If I honestly believed that it was completely possible to quantify people on such a level as to know with any serious accuracy of what people would do and I had access to such information that there is a slight chance that my life would be different.  Alas it is not that way.

Whatever, I found my self Bord with the topic and wish to move to another of which I have no idea.  I, my self even, has gotten to the point of hearing my self rant on issues irrelevant

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